Anew writing from me

You are such a happy soul to wear the face of ignominious .

You mirror a painted old clown.

And your ignorance is the only circus falling for that performance. 

I don't speak about the truth.

I have not started to lie-

I just don't feel bilingual in this crowd.

I have intentions for peace.

God is the only thing that gives me strength to keep trying.

I have faith 

Just not in humanity or the laws of society.

I'm like a fallen choir boy.

I know the hymns 

I know the rules.

I just can't peal my broken heart off my hands.