What is going on with me

Well this is not a happy blog.

This is reality.

What is going on with me lately?

I have depression.

Most know me and know I battle with anxiety, ptsd, paranoia and depression.

I have not been able to have my medication in a while.

So the dragons of my spirit have been taking control.

Not really that bad.

But I stay in bed a lot. 

I eat

Bathe

Clean my house 

And sometimes read.

No need for the straight jacket just yet. 

I would love to get out but I doubt it would do me much good. 

I heard a rock star died in the news. 

That is not good.

I don't know how to talk to where I will not sound like a sarcastic ass.

Look for what it's worth-

I don't have a problem with Vinnie  Paul.

I never knew him.

I have a hellyeah cd. 

I am sorry for his family and friends who survived him because that is hard to deal with.

I would know what death is like.

And I'm sorry.

But I don't know the right thing to say.

I write fiction and poems. 

And my personal problems make me come off horribly rude. 

I am a big geek.

I love rock and roll and horror movies.

Or I did when I was a kid.

R. I. P 

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