How I feel

 I am not sure how to express myself because I am to paranoid to say what I know to be true. I am up late hours again. People try and tell me what I already know. I think they want to take credit for something or they want to convince themselves that they are bossing me around.  Someone asked me about my playlist. They were curious what music I like. I listen to everything I guess. 

Here lately if I made a COVID-19 playlist, well this is how I feel-

1. Three Imaginary Boys by The Cure

2. Shameless Son by ARO 

3. Break My Fall by Breaking Benjamin 

4. Israel’s Son by Silverchair 

5. Let it Be by The Beatles

6. A Boat Lies Waiting by David Gilmour 

7. All Hell’s Breaking Loose by Kiss

8. Credit in The Straight World by Hole

9. Don’t fear The Reaper by The Blue Oyster Cult

10. I’m afraid of Americans by David Bowie

11. It is Well With my Soul

I was hacked on my google email

 I don’t understand. I don’t like this. I am sick of pointless charades . It’s dumb. I am not some negligent irresponsible twit leaving open opportunities for criminals. I never did anything in my entire life to call this upon myself. 

I can’t wait for the day they finally get into trouble for all the insanity and inhumanity they bestowed upon me.  I could careless about being nice or how it would effect them. They are losers.