Written Excuse a short story by me Jessica Singleton

                                                            Written  Excuse
                                  A  fictional  story  by  me;  Jessica Anne Singleton



                   If there was an apology that could go under it all.  Then maybe there would not be this empty darkness that shadows in the lines that draw me.  If you wanted to meet me, it is to late for that too.  I lost myself a long time ago.


Watching the birds made Ty's afternoon easier to deal with.  He had been sober for two years.  Two years sounds like a moment to most people when talking about commitment.  But when you suffer from addiction, then two days is a year and two years is an eternity.  What is almost as bad as the constant itch is the memories.  Once you can see clear, then you cannot deny the truth to yourself.
That guilt is a bitch and she is your wife of twenty years.  She has nothing better to do then ride your ass for what you've done.  Even once she has told you.... Then that does not matter because she will tell you again.

Ty lived in a studio with his dog celluloid.  Cell was a tiny lil thing that looked like something out of a Dr. Seuss book.
Cell loved to play with his stuffed sock monkey.

Today was AA again.  Big Sal was Ty's sponsor.  Big Sal is what everyone called Sally.  Sally was a man.  He stood seven feet four inches.

That night when Ty got to the building.... He had good news to share.  He just got a real job.  His life had finally picked back up.  Things were looking around.

There are rules in AA.  One of those is to realize what you did and be willing to admit it.

The reason for this rule is that when you don't realize what you are doing, then you're going to keep doing the same thing.

Ty stood up and he said as he addressed the group;

" Hello my name is Tyler Frost.  I am 47 years old.  Today marks the 2 year mark that I have been sober.  I was not a bad man.  I lived a moderate but good life.  Then I lost my dad.  We were close.  He got sick and died.  I did not deal so well with that.  Then my wife came home one night and she told me that she wanted a divorce.  She did not know how to tell me that she did not love me.  She was just tired of being married to me.  We had one kid.  She and my kid meant the world to me. She informs me that she is taking custody of our son.  I fought her in the courts.  She won.  But just after that I was told that my son was in state custody.  My wife was on drugs.  So the state took my son.  I was an alcoholic and I had to many dui's.  The next thing that I know.... I am fighting dhs for my son.  Then I get this paper work I have to fill out and take to court.  I did fill it out.  I guess I was drunk when I got it.  Anyway I woke up one morning and I was out of boos.  I look over in the sink and I see all this paperwork.  I don't even remember getting it.  That is when I see that I missed my court date.  I did not have an excuse for not showing up.  So I lost my kid.  I drank more and more until I almost died from alcohol poisoning.  I woke up tired of waking up in my own blood and vomit.  So I had to sober up.  If I can find my way back they say I can work on getting my kid back.  My x wife ended up in Jail.  Corey is a bitch.  I will not say that in front of my son but she is. "

The next day Tyler walked to work.  He did okay for the first two weeks and then one day he got a call from a social worker.  She said that if he wanted he could keep his son for two hours.  Ty called in sick to work.  He did not bother asking for time off.  He got to spend two hours with his son.
Then the dhs worker started to look into Ty to make sure that he was doing everything that the state ask of him.
When she went to his new job, paths were crossed and his boss found out why he called in sick to work and the dhs worker wrote down that he lied to his boss.  She wrote down that he was not ready for full custody because of the way it looked.

So Tyler had to work a lil harder at proving himself.
Within four months of good behavior he got his son back.


                                                    The  End

En Ver Spillin instrument a poem

 En Ver Spillin Instrument by Jessica Singleton


Fear of rape is only a memory of what I cannot control to hate.
You sound so interested in my pain,
the way you force it out of me.
I cannot control the way this makes me feel violated just by
knowing that these feelings never disappear.
It is like I live through it over and over.
Even when no one ask
it's shadow is lurking over me.
I keep rubbing my hands off on my shirt.
I keep trying to wash it away.
I want to feel clean.
I feel touched and gripped constantly.
Like this feeling will never go away.
A song on repeat.
A day passed by that I cannot get back again.
I've said it before.
I'll say it again.
You're not a woman until you have been raped by the hands of society.
I am not me when I'm inside of this hallway.
I lose track of time.
But when it subsides and I can run away, then I slowly get back to me.
You do not want to feel rejected.
I cannot say yes.
So you'll just excuse me away with the notion that I am two sided.
Like a bad temper from a spoiled child.
I will not apologize to you for your mistakes.
I should warn you that if you keep pushing me,
If I do not die this time.
If I do not let go
then I am going to have enough proof to finally put you away.
Then you can be caged beside the worst of pain.
Then you'll wake to the sounds of others telling you what to do.
Don't act like you know.
Don't say that it will never happen again like it was just a mistake.
You know.
AND YOU do.
No one raped you.

Red Light

I noticed how pretty blown glass was a long time ago.  But it really is beautiful.  Antiques are so amazing to look at.  Sometimes you find that one piece that you cannot live without.  Oh and no I cannot afford it.  So I just window shop.  I mean that literally.
Sometimes I think that an older bookcase would be better because they are made out of real wood and that would make them sturdier.  Then I get paranoid and I wonder if the case would be so old that it would be weak.

I typed in red lighting and I got a site that sells newer lighting fixtures.  Some of them look old but they are reproductions. 

It made me think puzzle it.
Put it together in a different way.
Then nothing that should not go together will now work perfectly.

I would like to stop shopping.  I bought things that I will need.  Now I'm a pack rat who is over loading their parents garage.

I do not want to over stay my welcome.
I was lucky to find the trunk that I found.
Oh it is so pretty in the pictures.

I watched the Anniversary ed of Edward Scissor Hands tonight.  It is not my first time watching that movie.  I saw it when it first went to video.  Back then it was VHS.  I love it.  It is like The addams Family meets Frankenstein.

Penny Coats and wash Cloths a fictional story by Me Jessica Singleton

                                                             Penny Coats and Cloths
                                                                     By Jessica A Singleton
                                               A Fictional Story that will never happen anywhere





        Forgiveness runs inside of other people's minds.  The insane ones that do not know the difference between reality and fiction.  That is how they can let it go and just forgive the asshole who punched them in the face. You'd think at this point as far gone as I am, that I'd know how to forgive someone.   I do not know when insanity will kick in.  Heaven knows it has been given more then an invitation at this point.  As much as I have been through.


  Anna sat on the park bench with her new purse and her new cell phone.  She was on her lunch break.  It was Wednesday and Friday was payday. This was her first job since she graduated college.  She was just starting out and everything was so important to her.  Her whole life she had been a guest who was never invited to a list of worthless shit.  It felt that way.  She was never invited anywhere, she just existed in other people's lives.  Like they dragged her out of her own life and then placed her at a table.  Only to mock and throw things at her.  She felt like an orphan.  Now she was an adult and nothing had changed.  Anna was glad that she was no longer a child but she did not want to be thrown out into the world empty.  So she made a point to make everything perfect.  That way no one would notice her and no one would hurt her more.  When the children's home sent her off to college with nothing but a backpack full of clothes, she got a half ass job at a book store.  She was really good at her job there.  So she bought herself the things that she needed.

When she got her first job, she bought herself a fossil purse from Dillards that she wanted.  She also got herself her own phone.  When you are always packed up and moving from one home to another, then you do not stay around long enough to make friends.  Her contact list was empty on her phone. 
So she put in her work phone number to the company she now worked for and Pizza Hut's phone number.
So now she had delivery on speed dial with a Pearl Jam ring tone.  It made her feel even more alone but the idea of letting anyone in was too much.  It hurt to even think about that kind of intrusion to her life.  How could you imagine such nonsense?  That was foreign to her.  A life with someone else that you actually knew.
Her first home was an apartment.  She was buying it though.  More like a two bedroom town house.  It was brick.  There was nothing there except a bed and dresser.
This Friday she was going to go furniture shopping.  Inside of her purse she kept the paper back that she was reading at the time.  It was a new Barker book.  That made her happy.  12;30 rolls around faster when you have a good book to read.
On her walk back to work, she saw a pet shop window.  It had a tiny kitten playing in the window.
The cat looked like a Siamese breed.  It was too cute.  The earliest and saddest memory that Anna had was of a cat.
Anna was sitting in her front yard and her mother was yelling at her father.  Anna had a kitten and she had her doll Sarah with her.  Then her dad left.  He ran by her and on his way he knocked over her mud pie mold.
Her mother came running after him yelling about not leaving without trying.
Anna looked up and she did not understand.
Maybe he was going to the store again.
Maybe he'd be back when it was late like usual.
Then her mom yelling about Anna being outside and in the mud like that would make him turn around and stay to defend his little girl.
Nope he got in his truck and he sped off.
Anna's mother jerked her up and whipped her all the way to the bathroom where she cleaned her off.
Within two days her mother was drunk again.
Then her mother was gone again.
She did not come home for two days this time.
Anna had been left alone again.
Then a social worker came over.
The next thing Anna knew she was being taken.
The adults around her kept going on about neglect. 

When Anna was placed in her first foster home, she ask when she'd see her mommy again?
They told her that her mother would be given a chance at weekend visitation rights that were supervised.
Weekends came and went.  Then years went by and before long, Anna ask about it to the social worker instead of the foster mom.
The social worker told Anna that her mother was given the choice to see Anna but she did not want it.
When Anna was 18 years old, she had looked her mom up.  Her mother was remarried and told Anna that she was just a mistake that she made and that she was sorry but it is best to leave the past behind you.
Then she told Anna that she was too old to raise a teenage daughter.  Anna was not welcomed in her life any longer.
When Anna ask what happened to her old cat fluffy?
Her mother told her that she did not want to raise a mangy cat.  She gave that thing to the pound and told them to put it down.

Anna looked up her father once.  He was nothing but a loser who drank his life away.  He did not remember her until she showed him a picture.  He did not want her around either.

It did not make a difference.  Her 11 years in foster care gave her time to adjust to being orphaned and abandoned.  If he or her mother had shown even the slightest bit of care it would be impossible to adjust to.  How could you?  Hi nothing is wrong.  Hug me now.

She got back to her office by 12;56.  Lunch is over at 1 pm.  Not bad for a lunch break.  The good thing about her office was that it over looked a beautiful park.  The week flew by like birds springing to life from a rain bath.

When Friday came around she went to the store on the city corner.  She walked in and she found the perfect couch and chair.  Then she found a lovely bookshelf for her books.  No more excuses to stack everything to the ceiling.  Now she could make her own home.

The weekends were her days off. She used Saturdays to clean and Sundays to rest.  Sundays she went out to eat at a Vegan cafe that offered more chocolate then a candy store.  Then she read in the park and she'd watch the ducks.

Life started to feel normal again.  Just long enough to where you get used to it.  The moral of every story is never get used to anything. Nothing is forever.  Then one rainy night nothing sounded good for dinner.  Anna had had a long day at work.  She did not want to cook.  So she went to a movie and a Veggie pizza slice.
When she was in her usual haunt for dinner she met a man.  He accidentally bumped into her.  It seemed innocent enough.  Then they started to talk.   He was perfect.  Very good looking, kind, smart and he was around her age.
They went to the movie together. They started to date.  It took her a while, but she let him in.  He kept asking about her life.  He told her that he loved her.  Then one night he started to say that Anna should move in with him.  It was not soon.  At that point, they'd been dating for 2 years.  Everything in life had started to work out.
Anna moved in with him.  To do that she had to sell her home.  All her money became his.  Then he left her for someone else. Anna found out how he met her.  He left her for a girl that worked with her.
They needed to pay themselves out of debt.  Anna was a target.  They studied her.  Then he pretended to date her.
Then he used her only to throw her out into the cold rain.
Anna was alone again.
She did not have her books or clothes.
He changed the locks.
So Anna cried.  She sat down on the sidewalk and she put her hands over her face while she cried.  That is when her phone went off.  She had a phone and someone got the wrong number. After remembering that she had a phone to begin with, it reminded her that she lived in the real world with real binding contracts.  In the real world there are laws and there are cops who work to make those laws go into effect.
So she called the police.
What that asshole boyfriend did was illegal.  The cops came.  He was forced to let Anna get her things and because her name was now on the deed, he could not kick her out but she could kick him out.  She owned the place. He never did because he was a bum who never had any money of his own.
So he and his scanky girlfriend had to leave in the rain.  He did not have much.
It rained all over his fake leather jacket.
Anna sold the new house.
She bought herself a sky scrapper so that she could see the birds in the sky and she got a cat.  She named it Twinkle.

                      My mother read me a story once.  It had a moral not a happy ending.  Someone came around and they took away my happy possibility so I decided that I was not going to negotiate with my own life.  Who gave anyone under god that right to take my own life from me.  So my story ended with moral values instead of bull shit.

                                                           The End

Dragon Garden a fictional story by me Jessica Singleton

                                           Dragon Garden by Jessica Anne Singleton
                                                Idea creation date Saturday; Sept 17, 2016
                                                     Date today; Sept 21, 2016
                     This is the next part to the red moon princess stories / Eurella stories.

                       It is a fictional story that I wrote that will never happen anywhere. It is fiction.

                                                    Chapter 1


       I lost the ability to want the other day. So many people share this pain with me now. It is just that no one talks about it really.  I played with those things in childhood, and now they are only a reminder of what I lost yesterday.  What is left to hold onto when it is not what I have lost.  I guess it is time to let it go.  What I hold inside could crush a world. Only my father in heaven can forgive me now. Only forgiveness is the only true release.


    Edgar sat in front of his fire place in his den.  He sat there every evening after his dinner with his grandsons.  He found his release in the comfort of silence.  The collection of rare books helped too.  To ease his troubled mind.  Edgar never got over the death of his wife.  She was an ocean that could never be found again.  But the loss from his childhood, kept him in a constant winter that chilled him to the bone.
Family meant everything to Edgar.  His grandsons looked just like their mother.  He lost his entire family bit by bit until he was alone.  If it was not for his grandsons, then there would be nothing for him to hold onto.  It was odd how life had broken down the spirit of a devil until he was nothing but a sad old man.
He kept a pocket watch in his vest.  It had a train sketched into the gold on the outside and a picture of his mother Eurella on the inside.  He missed her more and more each day.  Losing her in childhood was a hell in itself but living without her seemed to grow worse as the lonely years pushed him further into death's arms.

The grandsons were completely different from each other.  Kar was shy and silent.  But Kar was kind and sweet.  While his twin October was mean and strong and bull headed just like his grandmother.
October and Kar used to be children.  They were almost grown now.  Their 18th birthday was only one month away.  When they were children, they played with toy trains and toy dragons.  Now they played with real monsters and they flew all over the place.

                                            Chapter 2

" Get up and get dressed. "
" mmmm... "
Kar rolled over on his side to where he faced the wall.  It was seven in the morning.  He had a late night the night before.  His head felt out of place.  Like an out of body experience.  His back felt like it was bent inward.  And his mouth was so dry that it felt like it was made of paper.  October was always bossinig him around but today it could wait.

" I mean it ... Get up. We have things that we have to do. I want to get them done early. "

Kar turned back over.  His brother shook the last ability Kar had to remember just how to go back to sleep. Now he was wide awake.  Pain or no pain it was morning.

" What is the point?  We can do this tomorrow.  We can do this in two hours.  You do not have to get up at seven in the morning for anything.  Not unless you have to piss.  I do not have to piss right now.  I am in pain from last night.  I am tired.  It is seven in the morning.  Oh and you are not my boss.  Go tell grandpa if you do not like my answer."

October was not a boss but he did not take orders from anyone.  An order was more so a challange or a request to fight in his eyes.  Kar was not thinking about that.  Watching October take someone on was like watching dogs fight.  He literally put his whole body into it.
October pounced onto of his brother.  He dragged him into the floor with a loud crash.  They rolled around and they kicked and they punched at each other.  Within five minutes, they both had blood dripping from one opening.

Kar stood up and he said  , " You may be bigger but I will tell grandpa and you do not out anything him."

" haha I do not out anything him.  Out anything.  What is that? "

Kar punched his brother in the jaw and then he walked out of the bedroom.
October jerked his head and chuckled.
 


                                                        Chapter 3

Jessica was sitting on her chair when her grandchild came into the room.  Violet Sky was 15 years old.  Violet was a sweet girl.  She was beautiful in a fairy angelic kind of way.  But the most beautiful part of her was her soul.  Violet had a heart of gold.  She was destined to be queen of the realm someday.  The way Violet danced around her mother was like watching a baby pixie fly around the sun.
" Grandmother, I found a water fall just the other day.  It was in the forest.  I love it.  It looks like something out of a  dream.  I love water.  Oh grandmother why don't we have a water fall in our garden? "
" Water has a wild spirit my dear.  It only runs where it's heart desires. We do have a fountain."
"I know and I like that too."
"What are your plans today?  I love to hear about you.  You are my happiness these days.  You are so young.  You look like my mother  Queen Emily, more and more each day."
" I am going to pick flowers in the woods.  I also am going to eat at a friend's house."
" Oh that sounds so nice.  I hope you have a great day my dear.  I love you so much."
" Thank you grandmother."

                          
                                             Chapter 4

Kar and October were wondering around in the woods when Kar looked up. He saw something sparkle and that tiny spark caught his eye.  That is when his eye caught the sparkle as his other eye caught his brother's glare at the same direction.  The sparkle came from a necklace that hung from the neck of  a fairy.  Before Kar could say anything, October was walking in the direction of the fairy.  Kar was a foot behind.
October jumped in front of the fairy.  That is when he saw that she did not have wings.  That white crystal that hung from her neck belonged to a princess.  It was Violet herself.
October knew his place but he knew that his family and hers had a lot of history.  She was alone and he could at least spook her.
"I think you are out of your realm PRINCESS...  Now where do you think that you're going?"

Violet did not know the boy standing in front of her.  She also did not know the laws of the land.  She did not know what to say.

" I was picking flowers.  I am on my way to visit a friend.  I am sorry.... I do not understand. "
Kar could not help himself he felt so close to her.  Maybe it was her lack of words when October talked or maybe it was something else.  It was not love.... It was just.... something he could not explain.
Kar walked up to stand inbetween his brother and the princess.  It is okay just move on and don't  come this far into the forest again.  Stay to the elven path.
"Okay..."
October jerked his whole body around in a robotic form.
" Kar did you just pardon her?"
" She is the princess, if her father finds out that you told her what you did, you could suffer.  I am helping you out."
Violet was already gone by the time they turned to look at her again.

                                       Chapter 5

Edgar was sitting down at the dinner table.  His grandsons were shuffling in from the doorway.  They were talking to each other about something and Edgar was not paying attention.
Once everyone was seated and already eating their dinner, Edgar ask his grandsons what they wanted to do for their 18th birthday party .

" Have either of you thought about what you want to do for your birthday this year?  That and what do you want?  Is there a gift that your heart cannot live without?"
Kar had a mouth full of bread.  He smiled and Edgar told him to finish his food before he spoke.
October took a heavy drink out of his cup and then he said;
" I think I want a dragon for my birthday.  I will keep him in my garden.  I have always loved dragons.  Why not own one? "

Edgar swollowed hard and he looked at his plate.  He loved his grandsons and he would do anything for them, but October was a very angry little boy inside.  In fact the depth of his grandson's darkness surprised him at times.  Edgar knew his grandson loved dragons but the idea of such a wild beast in the hands of his grandson was spooky.  But he could not tell him no.  Why not just get him a baby dragon?  That would not do any harm.  Dragons aged different then warlocks.  The dragon would not be a monster at least for ten years.  At birth to five years, it would only remain a hatchling.

" Okay and Kar anything for you?"
" I want to have that girl from the woods here.  We met this girl.  Her name is Violet.  She is a princess.  I want to have her and her family here for dinner."
Edgar looked up from his plate again.  He knew exactly who that girl was.  Her family and his had had problems for centuries.  Normally this would not be heard of.  But it was not Queen Jessicas fault for what her father did.  And her grand child would be innocent too.
" Fair enough Kar.  How did you meet Violet if you do not mind me asking? "
Kar explained in great detail how they met in the woods.  He even brought up how October was mean.  Only to point out again how his brother was not a good person.
Edgar swollowed hard again.  The last thing that he needed was for one of his grandsons to out step his own shoes and start a war that no witch could command.
Then it occured to Edgar that if he sent an invitation to Violet that it would look odd after what had happened in the forest.  He would have to invite her in person.


                                    Chapter 6

Edgar took horse back to the castle.  When he arrived he was let in to see Twinkle the King.  Edgar appologized for what had happened between the children in the woods. Then he explained why he was there.  He also invited her parents.  That way they would know that no harm was meant by the invitation.  It was for his grandson.
They agreed to show up.
The night of the birthday, October got mad because his gift was not fully grown. That is when Edgar felt so much better about not getting him a full grown dragon.
A perfect example of how no good can come from an angry little boy getting a dragon for his birthday.
Kar was happy when he saw Violet.  It felt like he was around family.  There was something nice about being around her.
The answer was simple.  Violet's mother was royalty but her father was the son of a dark war load.  Which made her part witch.
Witches were a lot like birds and dogs in that sense.  They could sense their own.  They felt a connection as though they were safe when inside of a coven circle.
The other guest read like a whose who in the kingdom.  The board of high wizards and warlocks were there.  Their families were there too.
Violet and Kar met the grandson of a wizard.  His name was  Eclipse.  He had the darkest eyes.  In the moonlight his eyes looked like Ambers that melted over a dark forest.  The minute that Violet met his eye and he took her hand, she fell down inside.  She was speachless.  Eclispse fell in love with Violet when she said hello.
That night while the party was going on, October took off.
No one knew where he went off to.
The birthday cake for the twins was a ten layer chocolate cake.  Each level was a different kind of Chocolate.
The fireworks in the sky were the color of blood and rubies.
The night ended with parting gifts for the guest.
Everyone got a gift bag.
Which consisted of a baby pumpkin, spices, a jar full of kitten fetuses, and purple crystals.



                                                       Chapterr 7


October was pissed off.  He could feel the fire of rage crawl up from his belly into his throat.  He took a horse into the darkest part of the forest.  In that corner of the world, monsters bred like weeds in gardens.  The night made the swamp and woods look like they were frosted with Emeralds.  Everything that crept here was  green and long in the tooth.
Dragons, monsters, snakes and goblins that looked like devils.  Dragons are a lot like dogs, they will obey their master.  The way to catch a dragon is the same as any creature of the night.  In chant them and cage them.  Once they are yours, you put metal irons around one of their legs like a leash.  The metal ring has an enchantment carved into it.  Then the monster cannot do anything but what you tell it.
October caged ten monsters and twenty dragons.
Then he brought them home.
The next day October snuck into his grandfather's old bedchamber.  In there he kept his mother's jewelry box.  The box was square and contained rubies that had been in his family for over two centuries.
Witches love rubies.
With an incantation he could unleash his grandmother Eurella.  October wanted to start a war with the king's brother Violin..
Because of Violin, Eurella had been locked up.
So once he unleashed her and let the monsters loose.
He went looking for Violin.
They fought but when they both had shed blood something odd happened.  Violin could not take the witch brat's life.
He realized how much this kid looked like him at that age.
When he found out who the mother of October was, he realized that he was his father.
So he went to the  Board of wizards.
They already knew of Eurella's release.
Because she turned herself in, they forgave herr.
Then October went after Violet.
He had a snake bit her.
The poison from a witch's snake is different then any forest animal.
The poison from a witch's snake will kill anyone.
Eclispse could not lose Violet.
He used magic to save her and to bring her back to life minus the poison.
Edgar brought his grandson before the board of Wizards.
They put October through a fair witch trial.
Then he was put away where he could not hurt anyone again.


                                         The   End

New story ideas for the Red Moon Princess

I guess I can keep up.  I am not famous. I am not using this to try and get attention for myself.  I am just a regular person who has a hobby of writing short stories.  I love to read.  This one I will have to work on.  So below I will put the out line for it.  I tweeted while ago that I would do this.  I will just not from here.
Then I will transfer it over to this blog.  The reason is odd.  And left unsaid.
Now that I made myself sound corny as hell....

This short story will be for the red moon princess. 
The story of the red moon princess and Eurella have gone into these titles;
Broken View
Beyond The Gates of Hell
Bronze Kingdom
The Red Moon Princess
none of which are published.

Now this one;  needs a new name.
It is the next in line for the series of Red Moon Princess stories.
Title ideas;
Emerald Sea
Amber Creature
The Eyes of Amber's Creature
The Shadow that darkened the Corner of Amber
Emerald colored Shadow

Why;
Because I do not have a title yet.
In all of the stories listed above there was a color pallet for each one.
In Broken view the kingdom dealt with a lot of purple and black and silver.
The kingdom in that one was actually called the Black Opal Kingdom.

In Bronze Kingdom it dealt with a lot of golden colors.
In Beyond the gates of hell it dealt with a lot of dark black and blue crystal.

In The Red Moon princess it had a lot of fall colors and red.  It dealt with a lot of rubies.

So I wanted to deal with a lot of Amber stones and Emeralds in this one.

I do not have a title.
This is what will basically happen in this story.

The red moon princess is married to Twinkle from the last story.  They are older now.  They have a grandchild who is a princess.
She wonders off into the forest to pick berries and she bumps into two young men.  They are twins.  One is nice and one is not nice.  The twins are the grandchildren of Edgar.  Edgar was a child in the first story.  Edgar was the son of Eurella.
Eurella is locked up in hell.
She is practically dead by now.
Edgar is sad and he missing his mother.
Even in old age.
But he loves his grandchildren.
He spoils them and he'd do anything for them.
The mean one wants a dragon for his birthday.
The younger one wants to invite the princess to his birthday party.
Edgar has to go to the red moon princess to invite the princess.
The older boy wants to start a war.
He opens his grandmother's old box of jewels and potions.
He sets her free.
THEN he goes off into the forest to take on Violin.
Violin was the prince who Eurella tried to harm in the Red Moon princess story.  Eurella was trying to set up Jessica but it did not work.
So The young grandson decides that he will harm Violin and then set up Jessica's grandchild.
He fights Violin and then finds out Violin is his father.
They have to make peace.
But he sets a bunch of creatures free all over the kingdom.
THEN he poisons the young girl.
A wizard saves her.
A panel of wizards are the judges.
They have to stop the mean boy before it is to late.
The young boy is put on trial.
There he is sentenced to go to jail for a hundred years.
But in their world, one hundred years is like ten years in real life.

Transparent ignorance ( My personal Work out of stuff that I wrote. )

Transparent Ignorance

By Jessica A  Singleton




This thing that you are doing right now,
don't stop now just because I walked into the room.
Look at you sitting in the floor with your own hands dug into your own pockets.
You're pulling out your insides like pulling gum out of a child's hair.
It is sick.
It is.
What YOU are doing is just sick and wrong.
I think you know it.
So YOU should save yourself by stopping.
RIGHT NOW.
It is all over the hallway.
Down the Hallway in the floor.
It smells too.
I found what was left of your lunch in the kitchen.
Apparently you are not that aware of what your ignorance has caused.
God knows you never were that smart.
Not that you'd care anyway.
That is what is worse.
It is not that you cannot help yourself.
You just do not care.
That is why you are IGNORANT.
What will be left of you ....
Once it has ran full circle -
Then there is no undoing what you 've done.
It is pathetic.
Not that  you were ever worth much to begin with.
The mirror does not even want to reflect this.
It is transparent like white noise.
So shallow like your intentions.
Apparently....

Lethal Injection Coloring Book ( I got new tattoos )

I like art.  I like tattoos.  I do not want to turn my whole body into a paint by number but I had a few minor tattoos that needed to be covered.

I got my only and first tattoos in April of 2008.  If I could go back, then the tattoos that I got back then would be washable.

I probably would have gone to the tattoo artist and then changed my mind about him in general.  

Then I would have gotten different tattoos by someone else in a completely different place.

8 years later, I decided to cover the tattoos since they were already there.  The reason was that getting them removed would have only gone so far.

They would be lightened to the point of nothing but you would still see them.

So I went out today and I got one of my tattoos covered.

It was 300 dollars.

I am guessing that it will take another 300 for the other arm.

I got a pumpkin to cover the Jade writing.

Then I got the queen of the bad fairy's and a goblin on her head.

The goblin will have to be colored in at a later time.

I will upload pictures of my tattoos.

Oh and I have a twitter now;

www.twitter.com/LilyOubliette79

I went out to eat at Arby's today.

MeriJo took me.

I am Not Pregnant

I started to take random pregnancy test in Oct of 2014.  It usually takes  2 and a half months before your results show up.

You are not going to deliver a four month old fetus that lives.

I just take  random test.
Because I do not have sex.
I do not have a boyfriend.
I am not married.
So There would be no reason for me to have sex.

Pregnancy Test that I have taken and the results.

Oct  2014 -  Not Pregnant
Jan  2015  - Not Pregnant
June  2015 - Not Pregnant
July  2015 - Not Pregnant
Nov  2015 - Not Pregnant
Dec  2015 - Not Pregnant
Feb  2016 - Not Pregnant
Sept 2016  - Not Pregnant

I just took another pregnancy test today.
And I'm NOT pregnant.

Here is the video of that.  And to go with it;  A picture of my toe.  I busted my toe earlier in the kitchen.  So now it hurts and it is back and blue.  The pic first, then they video of the pregnancy test.

Gum Drop and Spikes big day ( A fictional Story written by me.)

                                                  

                                                         Gum  Drop  and  Spike's Big Day

                                                   A   fictional  Story by;  Jessica  Singleton

                               This story is a work of  fiction and it will not happen anywhere at all.



Once upon a time, there lived a tiny turtle named Gum Drop.  He lived near the ocean.  Gum Drop was happy and he loved his family so much.  Gum Drop lived with his mommy, daddy, and his grandparents.

One day while Gum Drop was playing in the sand with his new sea shell shovel, he met a new friend named Spike.  Spike was a panda bear.  He was alone because Spike was the baby of his family and all the other pandas were too old to play with Spike  .  

So Spike was so happy to make a new friend.  Spike and Gum Drop liked to color in and draw with sticks in the sand.  They liked to go swimming in the ocean and they loved to eat fruit together.

The weather changed and it got colder for the ocean.  It was new and none of the animals knew what to do.

Then one night there was a big storm.    The storm made the water stand up out of the ocean and crash into all of the animals homes.  That was not fun at all.

Gum Drop and Spike were lost at sea away from their mommies and daddies.  They were scared and crying when they were picked up by a nice dragon who flew them to safe land.

When the turtle and the baby panda got to the dry land, they thanked the nice dragon.  The dragon,  introduced them to her friend the worm and the butterfly.  The worm showed them a safe place for them to live.

Then they had a home until their dragon friend could fly to tell their mommy and daddy where they were.

Gum Drop lived inside of a cookie jar that washed up on shore.  While Spike lived inside of a mountain cave with some polar bears who took care of him.

When Gum Drop and Spike got to go home, they were so happy.

A lot of new animals had washed up on shore.  Then they had lots of new friends to play with that were their age.

                                                           The  End