Feeling

Such a rated X reflection 

Guess you did not 

Read the subtitles 

About the next 7 years 

When you used 

Your mechanics on

That monarch butterfly.

You have the same measure 

Of intelligence as you do tact. 

Talking with your ballpoint

Is like waiting on my ears to pop

When I fly commercial. 

Everyone wants to see me fall 

They never paid me for that.

So I am not playing Simon says

To the instruction of a pathetic liar.

She has class

She sticks it up 

Everyone else’s Ass 

There is a record in the back room

Statistics made the artist so annoyed 

He sang out and he ignored the static

Broken clown

Cracked mirror 

Stand on your head

So your smile comes back

They are here for the circus 

Don’t disappoint today. 

Or

They will kill you and 

Everyone will believe that you killed yourself 

Because you refused to smile. 

I am still in the waiting room 

Looking at the same old magazine 

The people on that coverup ,  They introduced themselves , as though  they  should be relevant to me. They act like I should give them a standing ovation.  They would not get a standing ovation out of me unless they were chocolate covered Valium .  Those people on that cover Only smile

Because they don’t have to listen 

To the bullshit they spew at everyone in the waiting room. 

I do not like it. I do not want to be treated like this  

I am not around anyone who cares to see.  I am sick of repeating myself and I want to find a reason to not feel this way all the time. Some days I  really don’t care if my house is unkept .Some days I do care.   I am sick of cleaning up the same mess that I didn’t even make. If  I am going to have to talk about this next week and nothing is ever done about this. Then why waste my time today.