God please don't let them
steal my mind
the way they have destroyed my soul.
I am not obsessed.
I can't stand them anymore.
But please don't let
the world steal my memory.
Because all I have left
is what hurts to remember.
Please God don't leave me.
on my diary wall.
I don't cover up
the pain with
lies or shadows.
I can hear it echo
when I open my little book.
But that is not
half the noise
as the proof
that screams inside of me.
I take a deep breath
and
I just turn from
all the silhouettes
that model
for the bathroom door.
They are shadows
in footnotes to history
and they seal their own fate
with all their lies and games.
I'm free from
persecution tonight.
I don't pay attention
to the witch trials.
I live in my own head.
The only covenant
that I have made
is with God in Heaven.
Only God can understand
a translation like this.
His ears are bilingual to insanity.
His arms are the only
prescription that I need.
🍷🦉🔯✡️🔯✡️✝️🕎🔯✡️
He keeps the midnight hour
He walks into my beam to
Address everything
I can't focus on.
And praying to him,
releases the rusted bent staircase
that hardly holds me up.
He has put up with me
for far to long
And he does not complain
He makes me feel like
I am with an old friend.
And I can't thank him
enough for the grace
he has given me.
Without his presence,
I would not be much more
than a glass egg .
And thankfully he has
a sense of humor.
I must be a constant project.
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